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Dec 8, 2005
paint me some other colours
Posted at 03:18 pm by heartstudio
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Dec 7, 2005
You don't even know what you're getting into. You know all the facts yet you just won't register it. What you are doing, it's just going to get your ownself burnt. You don't even know that by what you are saying and doing it's just making things worse. Can't you just open your eyes and see? It's so tiring to have to explain . Everybody's not perfect, yes. But everybody has limits, and mine's here. Stop behaving like a child wanting everybody to go your way, agreeing with your scars. Just because you're falling doesn't mean we have to drown together with you. We of course will definately help along the way, but we only contain human strength, sooner or later we will move on. It's a decision to really know that it's already gone. It takes guts to acknowledge. You can say, yea i am a weakling, but so what? We will still move on, at least i will definately. You don't pull me down.
-i've had enough, i've waited long enough, i'm going front.
Posted at 11:38 am by heartstudio
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Dec 4, 2005
The recent jam session i would say that there was something lacking, maybe it's because of the song order, i mean who'd write such songs as Closet and Safe? I mean, only UN.A can. *BWA HA HA* But that's the way to it. Constant challenges to move to the next level. Experimenting every weird genre to produce eccentric UN.A music. Definately. So what am i doing right now? Actually, nothing. heh. I'm just trying to work Safe and Fair out.
Yesterday was terrific! **smiles** I had bible study with Brother Jermain!!! W00-hoo!! It was wonderful. It just different compared to the previous teachers, not saying that they aren't good or whatever. There's just something about the way Brother J teaches. Learnt a coupla thoughts for the day. For example, which i agree on fully. The two words you need to learn to say, is Thank You and Sorry. And i'm focusing on the word LEARN. Anyway, hopefully, for the weeks to come Brother J can give me bible study. :) Anyway, i should begin working already. Just a few last words to say.
Box Car Racer, Paramore, Blink 182, Goo Goo Dolls, Mae, Acceptance, Boys Like Girls ROCKS totally, of course above all Unprevented Abnormacy. :)
keeping rockin' guys.
-loving God.
Posted at 03:55 pm by heartstudio
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Dec 1, 2005
*Phew*
I gave up my Pro-teach job as a baby-sitter to Nad, 'cause she needed the money, although it was only just for the day. She needed the money, and i wanted to rest more too. I hope the money's not all gone! HA! Don't blame me, i'm lazy in nature. *smile* Now after leaving Nad at Pro-teach with the kids, i left for home.
*Woo*
When i reached home, i worked on Fair for a bit, it's coming together, but still a Looooooooooooongg way to go before it can be called done. Now after emerging from my music world zone, i plopped myself in font of the PC and random surfed my usual 'hang-outs', aolmusic.com, Nad and friends' pages, mtv.com, purevolume.com and i found out this other band, BOYS LIKE GIRLS, nice music ya know? Cool stuff. Got myself a radio blog thingy and uploaded a coupela songs, mae, paramore, too bad they didn't have BOYS LIKE GIRLS, But! they had Box Car Racer!! Cool enough! Well, i'm really looking forward to Angels and Airwaves. Lovely, you just can't get enough of music. Periods after all these surfing, my mum got down to watch Da Chang Jing aka The Jewel Palace. The korean show about this girl's journey to becoming the palaces' great cook and physician. After a while, i got down to watch it too. I was too bored, but i got into it soon after that, watched 8 episodes in a few hours, til 7 plus. Ahh, Korean shows, famous for their teary scenes. And yea, shed a few tears here and there. Well, that's normal for me, if you really knew me. I found out that i'm constantly learning new things about my friends. Things that i didn't know before. Oh weeell.
*hmmm*
I'm thinking about that grey sweater at Queens. Most probably, i'd be getting down to buy that sweater. Yeapadoda! Hey, should i cut my hair? Dang!. I guess most prob. not though.
-only he could remove that large stone.
Posted at 09:30 pm by heartstudio
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Nov 30, 2005
I've been bugged by the shopping spirit. Good news is that my 600+ bucks are on their way back to me. Lovely *beam* :) I've got a couplela things on my mind. 2 for $5 earrings. That grey sweater at Queens. $10 shirts at Bugis village. Will make another trip down there soon again. HA! i know it's crazy. oh but i am like that. :) i need time to make decisions. i need to make a thousand trips before i make my mind up to buy that something. Unlike Nad i would say. Actually i think we're both transforming into different unique individual ladies. :) In terms of our fashion taste, though one similiar fact we both share is that we're looking at skirts more now. HA! Yesterday was great. Went down to Bugis for a lil walk. It was Nad's virgin walk down Bugis Village. HA! saw jennifer again. ha. that's a town girl for you. ha. :> Can't believe my F1 shirt costs $26! I'm still considering. After that was choir with Mr. Lim Yao, man, what an experience! He's got really small eyes though. at the back of the row where i was standing, i could barely see where his eyes are. they are like two slits with two small black balls rolling around inside. hahaha. :D It ended quite early so i went for supper with my mother. :) *nudge* Roti Prata! been Ages since i ate from The Prata Shop. that place brings back fond memories, i wonder where have they all gone. Siigh. i guess people really do change huh? And the change is so fast that you have no idea that they've changed. Jeez. what am i talking about.? i guess that's me huh? oh vateva.! Alrighty. Jamming on Fri. Got to prepare the money again, and that extra 2 bucks, just in case Nad breaks ANOTHER string.
-Holy Spirit Lead Me On.
Posted at 10:49 am by heartstudio
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Nov 28, 2005
i want a shopping spree too! haha. i'm gonna go crazy in Bugis street. Might just make a trip down there tml alone. Which reminded me of the fustrating conversation i had with my mom. **SCOWL**
I'm cooking dinner early tomorrow, stay at home to finish it before you go for choir?
Nah, i'm going out tomorrow in the afternoon then i'm heading straight for school.
Going where?
Town. Bugis.
With who? Ying Hua?
No. By myself.
(My mom then looks at me with those...eyes)With boyfriend ar? Got boyfriend must tell mummy you know, don't make me worried okay?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
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I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND AND I WON'T BE GETTING ONE AT LEAST NOT NOW!!!!! I've had these kinda conversations with my mom before and it just doesn't sink into my mom's head that i won't be getting a boyfriend so soon. Jeez. Even my eldest sister doesn't have one. *jerks* Anyway. I'd still make that trip to Bugis alone, but then again, maybe i won't, that'll depend on the mood that i wake up in tomorrow. HAs!
-God is my Compass.
Posted at 06:04 pm by heartstudio
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Nov 27, 2005
Slient SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't believe this. Don't tell me that my money's gonna disappear just like that?? My 600+ bucks!!
NOOOOOOO!!
You can't do this to me!! I still have got LOADS of things to do with that bunch of cash.!. Nad's option A. Man. I don't think i'll be able to give her that bunch of cash, because of the thousands of jamming. jeez! i have nothing left! hah. Building Fund. Hopefully i will have enough to finish it. Yikes! My parents. Arigh.!. Doesn't sound as if there's a lot to pay huh? All my money has been spent on other people, i haven't got the chance to pamper myself yet. Though there is that Osiris bag. heh. But that only?? Man. My money is disappearing fast, so fast i have no idea where it all went. Sigh. Weell.. Money's meant to be spent right? Arigh!! But it was meant to be for rainy days, and when school re-opens, i don't have to take so much of my parent's money. Now, it's all going to be GONE. Won't deny the fact that my heart aches. Siigh. Oh well. My LORD will provide for me. :)
-I serve GOD not money.
Posted at 01:41 pm by heartstudio
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Nov 26, 2005
i've got nothing to update on actually. i just have got a lot of things on my mind. And the LORD knows that you need these things BUT seek ye First the KINGDOM oF GOD and ALL these things shall be added unto you. What else can i say when He's spoken to me so clearly? Sigh because there's no way out. Holding on just because HE IS GOD and I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH TO LET GO OR GO THE OTHER WAYS. You know i never use to be who i am now. I'm not one of those who'd go up to people and talk to them. I'm one of those shy type. But after i knew God, and wanting to do something for him. I held up my face and talked to people who i'll never give a thought to last time. Oh well, and i've since become more sociable. at least. a little bit more. heh. Whaaaat???? Alrighty, just a bit more before i get ready to go for service, and i can't wait!! :) Ahh. I really love God. I know he'll be found by me someday. I'm ready to perservere on. :)
-knowing that YOU're GOD.
Posted at 01:23 pm by heartstudio
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Nov 21, 2005
Safe.
Beside quiet waters
he restores my soul
through shadows of death valley
i am safe with him
armys of multiplied trouble surround me
i am safe with him
you've turned my wailing into dancing
removed my sackcloth and clothe me in joy
let my heart sing and not be silent
O Lord my God my King
i give you praise
Fallen and beaten up
he healed me whole
weeaping tears remain for only a night
broken pottery tired and hurt
he carries me through
he carries me still
you've turned my wailing into dancing
removed my sackcloth and clothe me in joy
let my heart sing and not be silent
O Lord my God my King
i give you praise
you've turned my wailing into dancing
removed my sackcloth and clothe me in joy
let my heart sing and not be silent
O Lord my God my King
i give you praise
The time is in your hands
in shelter of your mighty presence
let your face shine on your servent
The time is in your hands
in shelter of your mighty presence
let your face shine on your servent
you've turned my wailing into dancing
removed my sackcloth and clothe me in joy
let my heart sing and not be silent
O Lord my God my King
i give you praise
you've turned my wailing into dancing
removed my sackcloth and clothe me in joy
let my heart sing and not be silent
O Lord my God my King
i give you praise
Posted at 03:16 pm by heartstudio
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Nov 18, 2005
sigh. i guess it's really gone? Jeez. why does it have to be this way? could it be that my "feelings" are warnings of what will happen? now, come to think of it, it seems to much of a coincidence? disernment? hah. Unprevented Abnormacy. The band which came together because of a Teachers' Day performance. UN.A why can't it stay? i don't know how i should feel. Did we really have all the wrong reasons? That's why it didn't last as long as we'd expected? But, at least i have Nad. We started as us only too.
Have you always been like that? You're a funny guy. But i can't look at you and still think the same as before. I ask myself. There must be a way to turn you around. It's just that it's going to take a million of heart-aches. God must have a solution. He always has a solution.
You're truly a nice guy. But i guess, mortal love have got you blinded and you don't even know that. You may not believe, but a drunkard never says that he's drunk. We're going through things we didn't really deserve. But it's just that we were curious and we wanted to try. We actually had this upon ourselves. oh but, without mistakes, we wouldn't learn.
Am i speaking rubbish again?
-confused once again. sigh. UN.A is it gonna become unprevented break-up?
Posted at 09:18 pm by heartstudio
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Jesus Trend
Nad
Chloe
Benjamin
Rebs
Debra
Jennifer
Terance
The Afters
Beautiful Love
Far away, I can feel your beating heart
All alone, beneath the crystal stars
Staring into space, what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love
Larger than the moon, my love for you
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through
The secret of the world is written in the stars
I'm carrying your heart in mine
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love
Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe our love will catch like fire
As it burns through me
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love
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